so im blogging again partly because all of like 5people may or maynot read this and im completely fine with that...
this is week 3, i think,of campus and my head is spinning so fast im scared its going to fall off! i have pracs and lectures and tuts and my days are never ending AND IM EXHAUSTED!
i've also developed an uncanny ability to FAIL maths which i have again... gosh integration sucks i really wish i could write my tests in a less intimidating atmosphere.. maybe then my mind would remain intact and id actually beable to think straight and pass! in summary maths:5 chey:....
but yes im loving what im studying(minus maths and the long hours) im considering doing this delgation thing... hopefull it will help in my attempt to help the world* and it seems fun
i also love how people find it so strange that im just a nice person(well 99% of the time) apparently it not normal*....guys i love you and do not wish for your'll to fail maths...coz your degree depends on it more than mine does. so give me ur book so i can give you notes, thanks!
government(gauteng) has also decided that they actually want to change again and have called up my mum as they ready to start their coaching. im excited this means one step closer to getting my own appartment...i think id like that* well id have my brother but he doesnt count...
but yes life is just over-whelming, i cant spell, and at times i want to curl into a ball and disappear but giving up is never an option* someone else wants what i have and i will fight to help them get it*
i will help others cause thats what life is... some people cant help their situation but i can...so yes it is a strange degree but its what i do best and what makes me happy soooo deal with that..
ok i think ive exhausted this post and myself... jammer for the intensity
have a happy day
xoxo, smile*
