speechless...

i wish i had the words to say what i feel but i dont. its to consuming and i fear if i linger in my thoughts for to long i shall get lost there...

"everything happens for a reason"- im not sure who said that but dear person, i cant seem to find the reason to many things of late.

L's text made me smile last night. thank u friend #whatwouldidowithoutyou...

yay movie night... i am keen*

have a happy day all
xoxo

please point me in the right direction--->

so im blogging again, my internet decided it was going to allow me to log into my various accounts after days of disallowing me. its almost christmas yet it doesnt feel like it. we have the tree up and my mums going shopping but no-one is really in the mood. my rents trip to india go postphoned due to a problem with the project. so more waiting into the new year. also the cuz that i wanted to see cant get of work so i wont get to see her or my nephew and the cuz who hates me is coming on tues...#howexciting. im convincing my mum to let us drive to jozi before new year....early birthday present...

all i want for christmas is for a black hole to consume my supps. i attempted to do some maths the other day and it didnt go down well. hello maths in second year*

on a happier note my mum wants to play the tables* yay poker and other fun games. grand west is awesome. particularly when i win at go carting..though they need to go faster....

and ive run out of things to say...

have a happy day in sunny cape town
smile, xoxo

in search of answers...

firstly, i FINALLY found leighs blog...it was great. im super excited that i dont have to search for it anymore.

on another not. india may not be happening anymore. adults. why cant they just be more descivie...not everything is that hard. also if my rents do go to india ive been asked to transfer tooo.... wow..i dnt think i can do that

right now my rents need flights that allows them to be present for my sisters graduation however this is not exactly possible. my dads playing games with the company, i wish he would just say what he wants and signs the contract.

everything is so uneasy.we all trying not to say what a mistake this would be if my dad doesnt take the job. vice president is kinda a big deal. plus i like the idea of having a driver and a cook in india...

also its great experience in two more years i'll have my degree and i want to do honours oversees
i'll finish this later...

xoxo smile